Thursday, February 25, 2010

Reflections

As the snowy mist swirls outside my office window turning everything uncovered a ghostly white in the fading light of day, I sit and wonder about how far I have come as a writer artist in the past six months I've been doing it full time. There is much I have accomplished in those six months and much more to appreciate in ways of experience garnered: The sixth issue of the monthly Exile Calling journal is about to be released in a few days, I have already received my first acceptance letter to be published, I have established useful contacts in the field, and, most of all, my skin has grown thicker and my mind wiser to distinguish between useful advice and empty praise. I have become aware of the realities of my profession, and I am emboldened to face the trek with will and determination reserved for a cornered prey of the wild.
However, there is much I would love to improve, both in character and circumstances. I lack patience to excite my calmness and remain unchanged by the long periods of waiting for editors to make up their mind. I also long for the open-mindedness to pursue opportunities whose requirements I regard as backwards and lacing evolution. I still refuse to submit to publications that do not accept electronic submissions whether through electronic mail or other website systems. I realize this might reduce my chances of being published, but I want to publish so people can read my work, not just to say I have been published. I want to be known for my work and not a published unknown.
Well, I hope to hear more from editors in the next few months about the dozen or so works I have submitted this year, and hopes are high that the majority will be accepted for publication. In the meantime, I will continue to find inspiration in the alternating moments of chaos and calm around me, and transmit them into words capable of projecting the emotions they entice to you readers. As the ground outside is masked by the white mass, I, too, seek to be enveloped by a layer of motivation to lead me on, unerringly, through a maze of patience and zeal possessed by few. I hope to count myself in the number of those blessed few.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Birthday and more

Today I celebrated my birthday in a style befitting a septuagenarian...I woke up at 10am, went to lunch with my beautiful lady, came home and took a nap, and woke up and watched a few shows before calling it a night- only one glass of beer. This doesn't mean I'm over the hill, however, it's only a reflection of the stage I'm currently muddled in and the need for me to take a rest before I get out there and take the world by its horns.
I am grateful to the circle of family and friends I have surrounded myself with, and with God for allowing me to enjoy such a blessing called life. In order to stay fit during these dog-days of winter, I have signed up for a membership at the local YMCA so that I can stay in shape lifting weights and playing indoor basketball so that I can tone this body that seems bent on round rather than chiseled curves.
I will continue to edit and submit my work in the coming weeks with the new issue of Exile Calling coming out on Monday March 1st.
Well, thanks for dropping by and happy writing.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Submitting Work

Today concluded, for at least the next few weeks, a period of submitting my work to several magazines and journals for publication consideration.I have submitted thirteen poems and one play to five different publishers in the past two weeks and, though I have more, I consider this to be an adequate test of the waters. I don't want to have all my poems or prose tied up while I wait to hear from the editors as it is not unusual for one to wait at least three months for a response...which is usually a "no."
So, now I'm off to continue the plays and short stories I'm working on.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Better Writing Techniques

I have articles on improving your writing stashed away on my computer, but like an amnesiac squirrel, I can't seem to locate them. Rest assured, however, that my ability to write has been contested by many before -the devil among them- but no one has denied my skills at devouring hot pie at an incredible pace. Eating virgin pie, while superficially unrelated to writing, is a good indicator of how good a writer one is. If you can get your lips, tongue, and every mince of meat in your grinder scorched, yet you keep going, I am willing to wager a smile that you would fare well against a severe case of writer's block. Don't believe me? Try eating hot pie then sit down to write. If you're unable to write, you are not, and have never been, a writer...not a good one, at least. If, however, you sit and you are able to write an interesting piece, then you have just proved my point and will excuse the mistakes in this article - as I haven't had hot pie in weeks.

Monday, February 15, 2010

The Goings-On

Much has been going on the past few weeks and, contrary to the spirit of this blog, I chose to wait until my emotions had calmed before I wrote a post, or posts, about it. In case you are wondering, all that has transpired has been good, so there is no need for you to weep and gnash teeth on my behalf.
Anyways, enough with the attempted joke-telling. I finally had some of my work accepted for publishing and it's a great honor for me as I've only been focused exclusively on writing to earn a living. This is a tough nut business to crack into, but I hope this will open some doors. I've also compiled a harem of poems and submitted 10 (ten) of them to several journals and magazines for consideration. I hope they view them from my own biased viewpoint, and I hope you hope for at least that much, too.
I also participated in the annual BBC African Performance Competition for a radio play they hope to air around August 2010. I found out about it with five days to go and I did my best, although more time would definitely have been better for the overall turnout of the script. The cool thing, besides the prize money, is that my play has the potential to be read by the great Wole Soyinka...a man who owes all his massive talent to an encounter we might have had in a previous life whereby I gave him a few literary suggestions and pointers. Seriously, though, it's an honor to participate in this as I had previously wrote about the influence of radio theater. See here.
As you might also have suspected, I am a budding photographer looking to capture the essence of existence through my camera lenses. This is a Herculean endeavor, but I once challenged the great Greek freak to a shouting match and he, like other less Sakabakean beings, resorted to blows. I won the shouting match, but it was another story when it came to throwing blows...or rather, in my case, receiving them. I lost a lot of blood and my pride literally took a beating, but at least I know I can defeat Hercules at something. Please feel free to disbelief this tale if you want, but I would strongly recommend doing otherwise.
Anyways, as I was saying before my thoughts sailed away with whatever remained of my brain from my college days, I entered a couple of pictures of mine into a contest run by the local zoo. Their website states that around 825 pictures were entered and I have calculated the odds of me winning to be 2/825...better than the odds of being run over by the wind...or a bus, in your case.
So, that's what I'm doing now: Waiting. I'm also doing a little writing. To give you a little something to look at, I will post a few of the pics I took from my zoo visit. The ones I entered are not included, of course. Enjoy, and keep writing or doing whatever keeps bread in your belly and creditors off your as...uhm, back.

***All pictures are copyright of Edouard S. Mutabazi and any use without prior written permission is prohibited by law.***

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Insomnia

I am currently going through a stretch of inconsistent and brief sleep that fear of senility is slowly bedding down in my mind. I will try to go to sleep, but I wanted to wish everyone a safe and happy weekend as we prepare for the Super Bowl between the New Orleans Saints and the Indianapolis Colts. May the best team win.
Sleep, come to me wrapped in the smoothest silks and adorned with the most soothing of voices coveted by the sirens, themselves. Here's to hoping you come soon and sprinkle the magic sleep dust upon my aching soul to rest until the sun is accustomed to tomorrow's sky. Good night, peaceful world, may all your dreams find you with an open heart to receive them in humility and appreciation.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Radio

Recently, I took a trip to a local park to shoot some photographs and I decided, for a change, to turn on my car stereo and listen to the radio. I'm a big fan of radio programs, but I find myself annoyed by the commercial advertisements which all seem to be done by the same three or four people with the most annoying voices you could find in any creation. On this particular day, I decided to turn to a Christian station and I am glad I did for the program transported me back to my young days in my native Central African country of Rwanda.

Rwanda, in the late eighties and early nineties, was a place lagging behind...okay, faaaar behind...technologically as we had one national radio station, which did not operate twenty-four hours a day. Later on, around nineteen-ninety-three, if I'm not mistaken, a second radio station was created. About a year or so earlier, a television station had been created also, but this was a luxury many people, including us, did not have the pleasure of indulging in. So, the radio - our dear radio - was the link that connected the whole country. News, music, death notices, soccer matches, all came to us through the radio and it was not unusual to find the whole household - and a few neighbors who were unable to afford one of their own - seated around a single, mono set cheering on their respective soccer teams or just listening to some program the way people in advanced countries gather around the television. For these people, imagination was the greatest gift bestowed upon them by a benevolent God...okay, maybe second greatest after the radio.
One of our favorite programs was broadcast theater. Every Tuesday night around nine o'clock, we would all be done with our chores and assembled in my grandfather's living room with our eyes fixated on the stereo perched on the fireplace mantle as the sounds emanated from it and gave us a high few addicts are able to top. For as long as the program ran, we sat there...hearts pounding, hands clasping armrests in anticipation, sweat dotting foreheads...captivated until it finished.
When we gather to reminisce about our childhoods, we never fail to finish without talking about "ikinamico," the Kinyarwanda name for theater, loosely translated into "cultural play." Sad to say, but I remember more of the occasions than what the plays themselves were about. What is mostly ingrained in my memory is the feeling...the ambiance...of  it all.
So, as I turned on the radio and listened to the program they had on, my memory took a few steps back in time and I was reminded of those times when we would gather around the radio and listen to stories not unlike the one I was now listening to. They both tackled issues of contemporary concern such as marriage, jobs, and, in the case of the one I was recently listening to, identity theft. It would be an understatement if I claimed to have enjoyed it.
Maybe we need more programs like that to counter the effects of television. Television rarely, if ever, excites one's imagination into compiling an entire set of scenes based on oral stimulation. Instead of us painting our sets, the director and the set designer set it up for us visually so that all we have to do is use our eyes and nothing else...okay, maybe hands and mouth to stuff ourselves with some unhealthy snacks. No name for a television set could be more appropriate than the oft-used "idiot box."
Listening to the radio program, I was transported with the subjects to the cafe where they worked, the used car lot where they hoped to find clues about the identity thief, and other locations that were often highlighted by simple sounds enough to evoke the image in my mind. More programs like these can benefit today's children who grow up accustomed to being shown everything they want to see in order for a scene to have complete meaning to them. For example, you see movies with elaborate special effects such as a car blowing up on the expressway, causing a pileup and the main character barely escaping - sometimes, barely scathed. They show you the minutest detail so you don't have to do any thinking, or wondering, on your own as to what else could have transpired.They give you no opportunity to work on your creativity, which might extend to other areas of life where creativity might aid you, such as career advancement.
I hope there are more theatrical programs on the radio and, if you know any, please bring them to my attention.

Monday, February 1, 2010

The Issue of Language

Much has been proposed about language by writers in exile and two classes, represented by two well-known writers, have formed around these propositions. On one hand, you have Ngugi wa Thiong'o who advocates writing in one's native language and having your work, then, translated to other language. On the other hand, you have Chinua Achebe who represents the class of writers who find it acceptable to write in the language of their former colonial masters even if they might harbor some misgivings about the colonists' deeds. Both of these stalwarts of African literature have valid points and comparing their views is like the proverbial apples and oranges comparison.
Starting with Ngugi, it is imperative to provide literary works to your own people who cannot read colonial languages such as French, English, Spanish, or Portuguese. To him, this was as important as writing and he started writing in his native Kikuyu. This did not stop his work from being translated, but looking at him and trying to emulate him might be dangerous for an aspiring writer.
Ngugi, when he decided to make the radical move, was already a well-respected writer who made a name for himself as a writer, editor, and professor in his native Kenya. He already had a following and a relationship with a publisher who was willing to promote his personal stance as a publicity and marketing ploy. To a new writer, especially one in exile, you might find that your traditional language market is insignificant and repelling to the publisher.
This is something a writer can do after he/she has tackled the larger market and wants to build a fan base among the smaller market of just his/her own people.
Chinua argues that a writer is to find a middle ground in his use of language as a medium for his story-telling. Not only is this more viable to an unestablished writer, but it is also easier for the readers as they don't have to scramble or wait for a translated work.
I would love to be able to put to use the vast vocabulary and wealth of my native Kinyarwanda, but I'm unable to write much in it. I used to enjoy reading Kinyarwanda newspapers and books, but now I only become frustrated as that ability has slowly eroded with the passing years in exile. Writing in it is out of the question for me, but I hope to be able to have some of my work translated into it in the future. For now, I hope to reach more people through English, which is not the language of Rwanda's colonizers, and show them an opening into my people's lives, customs, and traditions.
However, I know that if I was to be be fluent in Kinyarwanda there is absolutely no doubt that I would write in it. I have a memory of its beauty as I read it growing up, and until I can replicate that feeling, I will wait to put my work in it, hoping to safeguard its integrity from a butchery I would subject it to in my current state.